songs

listening to a song and remember all the memories that all goes with it

dunno why, i always feel a lil bit awkward when i hear The One That Got Away, remind me of that crazy morning. and when I hear We Found Love by Rihanna I was like, what the hell thing was that?

come on!

Lemme tell you something. It doesnt matter for me. Not a big deal. But, is that normal? Since you act like nothing happened, I mean, not that thing that I have ever asked to you, but, your careness, the way you handle me, the way you talk to me, it’s getting different. I’m not asking that much, cause I’m not sure about that actually, but just stay on that way, at least for now

see you next year, February!

February is unique. February is the only one that has 28 days in a year. February is the only one that can change “365 days in a year” into “366 days in a year”. February is my month.

I was born in February, that’s why I love February so much. I’m 19 years old this February. So many greetings that I had in this year. People said that I’m a lucky person when actually … I’m not that lucky. In last two years, I had to realize the same things and I had to deal with it in February. No need to explain it.

For the one whom said that I have everything that other people want, you are wrong. Well, okay. You are not totally wrong nor true about it. God is FAIR. Life is FAIR. People cant have everything that they want at the same time.

Here’s an example. There are many children out there that really want to own a macbook, ipod, or other gadget. Yes, they dont own it, but at least, they have parents who remember their birthday. In fact, I own those things, but I didnt get those “Happy Birthday, my dearest daughter” on my birthday. Mom forgot that thing, and she only texted me after she arrived at the office. Dad forgot that thing, and he said ‘that thing’ two days after my birthday when I was making a breakfast. He kissed my cheek like I’m a 5 years old girl.

Not a big deal actually, but there’s something that make me realize.

I have those EXPENSIVE stuffs but I dont have a PRICELESS things while people dont have an EXPENSIVE stuff but they own all of the PRICELESS things in their life. Why people keep complaining about EXPENSIVE things when they own all of the PRICELESS things? Is that expensive much better than priceless? No!

But, thank, God. Thanks, Mom. Thanks, Dad. I’m happy that you love me no matter what I did and what I do. No terms. No conditions. Sorry for all of those stupid things that I do until now and later. Sorry for everything that makes you hurt. I love you, no matter what happen and what will happen. Yeah, I know. You love me more than I love you. That’s a thing that world have to deal with. And that’s a thing that shows us,

How big your parent’s love for us are. We cant beat their love although we love ‘em very very much. Their love is always more than ours